I’m beyond words right now. You know, it’s funny, I almost believed them when they told me that they would always love me. Well, I guess they might still love me… just not who I am. What the fuck gives someone the right to decide who their child loves? I can’t even fucking understand what the fuck is going through their heads when they look at me. Am I some abomination to them? Do they see me as their little fuck up?
I don’t know what’s going to happen when my parents get home, but after seeing what they’ve been hiding, and apparently reading, I don’t think I’m going to be able to take it. I need to leave here and get away from everything. I thought this just might work, and we might all get along, BUT I GUESS NOT. Fuck you, Mom and Dad. I hope you burn in hell, and I mean that with all my heart.
…. A Parents Guide to Preventing Homosexuality? I’ve never seen anything more disturbing than that. I’m so sorry, Jeremy. I really am. *hugs*
hiding?! wtf?! that’s messed up. both your parents reading that shit, but more so them hiding the fact that they’re ready that. i am ever so sorry, love. =/ and just in time for you and Mitch to get to see each other again in, what? 17days? bummer.
